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| Well, my premium went awayy~
So.. yada.
Here's something fun:
Also..
Here's something not-fun. =_=.
tOodles. ^ ^.
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| So, if anyone would like to know.. I'm a little less confident today.
A little bit depressed. A tad bit discouraged. And! I feel like crud.
But on a better note, there are none currently. Sadly, though.
Anyway, I don't even carry out IMs with anyone anymore.. which,
I find is sad beyond belief. I mean, socialism is happiness, right?
Well, not really. But I think you get the main idea. Hrm..
At least I do. I don't need a boyfriend but I mean at least someone
That I can talk to? Anyone. Ugh.
Someone I can just argue with.
Talk to about nothing and everything.
Maybe someone in real life.ONLY A SUGGESTION.
Since every other thing that hasn't been in real life has turned out fantastic.
But we don't want FANTASTIC anymore. We want MARVELOUS.
LAUGH. Anyways..
These school friends, yes, I continue and WILL continue to complain
about how much they don't really hang out with me and such but
on the other hand I think it's more me. I mean.. Not really that good
in big crowds or anything actually. I don't like large numbers.
It's because you can't hear me nor do you really care what I have to say
provided those situations. DID THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE?
Didn't think so.. I guess it sounded wonderful at the time. So, I have
a new SAT & PSAT book because I want to study and try and
focus and work hard at something since clearly, my life so far as
proof, it's not working the way I want it to without a little work.
But anyway, maybe asking for just one of those friends is too much
because I'm 15 years old and should have those stupid friend groups
with names in my profile like you wouldn't believe. And bff written
all over everything. And have a cell phone. But those are stereotypes
I suppose. MAYBEEEEEeeeee~. BUt anyway, it's stupid really.
Do you really have to type out that they're your best friend FOREVER
AND EVER? Plus a million? I mean, it's respect and all I guess but
there's the point where we don't care. We being me. Which is like
being nothing. HAHHAA. This is so negative compared to the entry
prior to this. OH WELL. ANYWAY, I'm trying not to let this stuff
being people get to me. Because it's stupid.
Don't complicate it.
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| Well, I'd like to announce the fact I am now home.
And after spending twelve days at Huay's house.. I realized.. nothing.
I'm sure you wanted some sort of inspirational, sensational comment, quote, etc.
But I sure as hell don't have any of the sort due to the fact..
I could use some myself!
Laugh. I'm pretty sure that it's okay.
What's okay? Everything. You know life as it is.. currently is fine.
No drama, no love interests.. nothing. So if things could stand still.. It'd be fine.
OF COURSE, there's that love thing.. but who needs it?
I don't need love to make me happy.
I can make myself happy. DAMN STRAIGHT.
And don't take that the wrong way. SIGH.
Well, anyways..
If I can count to ten, which I definitely can, I'll get through it.
So world.. life, I'm determined.
You cannot make me.
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